Monday, May 12, 2008

One year ago..

It has been a year, it's still raw, I can't believe how much I miss you.
I hope one day soon that the tears will be fewer, the smiles more frequent and the memories more vivid.
For now, it still hurts to much.

If tears could build a stairway and memories were a lane, I would walk right up to Heaven To bring you home again.

No farewell words were spoken. No time to say goodbye. You were gone before we knew it, and only God knows why.

My heart still aches in sadness and secret tears still flow. What it meant to lose you, no one will ever know.

Thank you so much for all the kind words and hugs. I found this poem on the net, I am not sure who wrote it. I found a plaque with the same poem on it, it said everything I was feeling so I purchased it .

131 comments:

Rony said...

Oh sweet what a lovely post. I hope your heart stops aching and that you are able to smile again.

mommy24treasures said...

oh I am sorry Kerri,big hugs tonight as you miss your sweet loved one...

nikki said...

Sending you a giant hug...sorry it hurts so much.

Dolores and Shawn said...

I understand your pain. It is unbearable at times. Hugs to you on this difficult day.

Vivian M said...

Huge hugs Kerri, and I hope with time you can focus on the joyful memories and not the pain.

Julie said...

Sending hugs your way. What a sweet sentiment of your love and the relationship that you shared.

Half Gaelic, Half Garlic! said...

What a beautiful post. There are no words to describe how painful the loss of your mother must be, but hopefully over time the pain will get easier to work through. Always remember the special moments that you had with her and share them with your two beautiful daughters.

Lisa

Beverly said...

sweet tribute!! hard to lose loved ones always!!

Love the header too. Sweet sentiment about sisters!!

Beverly

OH MY #6 said...

Nothing but huge, massive hugs to you my friend.

Lea

redmaryjanes said...

I am sorry for your loss. It is so hard to lose someone who is a cornerstone in your life.

Pug Mama said...

hugs to you...

Yoli said...

My love to you.

3D said...

Hugs...

Isabella's Mommy & Daddy(Kim & John) said...

So sorry ...I know how you feel.. in Oct. it will be one year for me too.. My Grandfather..Did you write this poem... it is beautiful..
HUGS TO YOU..

Carol said...

I know how you are feeling. I lost my dad in October, and my mother 10 years ago......

Mother's Day is hard for me.....

Steffie B. said...

Sending you hugs....
XOXO,
S*

Bonnie'n'Clyde said...

Oh, Kerri, beautiful words. This kind of pain lingers, but it is an honor to those who have passed that they are loved so much. Sending you long-distance hugs.

Jonni, John & Sofia said...

So sorry, it is terrible to lose someone you love so much.

Hugs,
Jonni

kris said...

I'm so very sorry...

Jewels of My Heart said...

I am so sorry you are hurting.... I know how badly it hurts....
I will pray that you will feel God's peace and comfort...

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