Monday, May 12, 2008

One year ago..

It has been a year, it's still raw, I can't believe how much I miss you.
I hope one day soon that the tears will be fewer, the smiles more frequent and the memories more vivid.
For now, it still hurts to much.

If tears could build a stairway and memories were a lane, I would walk right up to Heaven To bring you home again.

No farewell words were spoken. No time to say goodbye. You were gone before we knew it, and only God knows why.

My heart still aches in sadness and secret tears still flow. What it meant to lose you, no one will ever know.

Thank you so much for all the kind words and hugs. I found this poem on the net, I am not sure who wrote it. I found a plaque with the same poem on it, it said everything I was feeling so I purchased it .

101 comments:

  1. Oh sweet what a lovely post. I hope your heart stops aching and that you are able to smile again.

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  2. oh I am sorry Kerri,big hugs tonight as you miss your sweet loved one...

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  3. Sending you a giant hug...sorry it hurts so much.

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  4. I understand your pain. It is unbearable at times. Hugs to you on this difficult day.

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  5. Huge hugs Kerri, and I hope with time you can focus on the joyful memories and not the pain.

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  6. Sending hugs your way. What a sweet sentiment of your love and the relationship that you shared.

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  7. What a beautiful post. There are no words to describe how painful the loss of your mother must be, but hopefully over time the pain will get easier to work through. Always remember the special moments that you had with her and share them with your two beautiful daughters.

    Lisa

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  8. sweet tribute!! hard to lose loved ones always!!

    Love the header too. Sweet sentiment about sisters!!

    Beverly

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  9. Nothing but huge, massive hugs to you my friend.

    Lea

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  10. I am sorry for your loss. It is so hard to lose someone who is a cornerstone in your life.

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  11. So sorry ...I know how you feel.. in Oct. it will be one year for me too.. My Grandfather..Did you write this poem... it is beautiful..
    HUGS TO YOU..

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  12. I know how you are feeling. I lost my dad in October, and my mother 10 years ago......

    Mother's Day is hard for me.....

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  13. Oh, Kerri, beautiful words. This kind of pain lingers, but it is an honor to those who have passed that they are loved so much. Sending you long-distance hugs.

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  14. So sorry, it is terrible to lose someone you love so much.

    Hugs,
    Jonni

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  15. I am so sorry you are hurting.... I know how badly it hurts....
    I will pray that you will feel God's peace and comfort...

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